June 5, 2025 – No time and no fun
I've put myself in a situation of having too much to do and little to show for it besides a hunchback, dry hands no mani, and several minimum-medium wage "jobs" that have been subsidizing my Beli posts. It's that damn phone and by that I mean I haven't been on it and not in a digital detox way. It's so hard not being able to send or react to reels before noon. I've been forced to optimize my mid life for five weeks and let me tell you this is not sustainable. Trump and Elon broke up and I didn't even notice. Things I will do when I am free: scroll and scroll and scroll and watch a movie and reply to that one email and write in my diary (remember) and be grateful I had something to do and crash on friend-couches in various cities along the East Coast, God willing.